first decision

I sit here and wait for the words to flow from my fingers to the screen
but how can I describe jealousy's worst shade of green?
I sit here and use napkins because I can't find any tissues
but what I really can't find is the source to my issues.
I sit here and create problems when there clearly are none
but my soul's at war with my mind and it's unclear which has won.
I sat here and felt a sense of catharsis as my thoughts and the screen coincided
which only leads me to believe that I have decided.

Locked In

Well I'm locked in my house due to the weather, am not enthusiastic about studying for midterms, and I've decided to start one of these. Right now I just want to follow other blogs of friends, but I'm pretty unsure whether I'm the type of person who blogs at all. I like words I guess. At the time however, I am just undecided.